God knows everything

well. i been posting blog kinda recently.
i'm so fucked up and it seems everything seems so wrong but why?
i keep saying the saying phrase.
school for this few ades is so different for me.
Everybody change. sec 1's is so urgh. sibok can? even though some of them is kinda like my butt, cute, act big!
hais. wad's this man?
why people don;t feel it. but i am?
wad's great? whats not? what awesome? whats not? wads this man?
this is life. life of atikah. full of shyts.
ony god knows how i feel.
Maybe this is a test. How patient i am.
Why people is so happy. & why not me?
pain inside. happy outside.